Life seems to always have its highs and lows, trying to be a strong person one can be to overcome the low is really difficult. People these days seem to never show understanding of anothers feelings or what they think is right for them. They only want to put what they think is first…that person is selfish. That person doesnt put others before them. I always found myself trying to help people in exchange, never putting myself out to be all high and mighty but when I expect that I would get the same exchange. I never do. I sit there and start to become a coldhearted person and yet I cant at the same time since my heart is just way to big for the world that I want to hate so much. Its clear I might be having my lows right now, in time though I know it will soon pick up its pace and I will be back on my two feet trying to live freely. I am determined to get there.