So, besides this baffling headache I am in a super good mood right now!
I don’t really know why, I think today was just a really good day! Right now I am doing way too many things at once haha. I am downloading a few things, moving things from my computer to my external, and burning work out programs to dvd! Not only that, but my two dogs have been in an extremely good mood today as well, and with sooooo much energy! We have been running, fetching, tug-o-war-ing, chasing each other, wrestling, and everything today many many times! About 5 minutes ago they FINALLY pooped out for the first time today and are getting some much needed rest it seems haha. I have toys all over my living room today!
With that said, I am sooo happy with my job well done yesterday! I cleaned my whole house top to bottom and finished EVERYTHING on my to do list. I’m feeling really, really proud of myself. And I’m talking a really deep clean – scrubbing, getting on hands and knees, dusting, getting inside little cracks, throwing away anything thats expired (beauty related and food related), vacuumed every room, washed all windows, did every speck of laundry including all bedding, blankets, pillows, rugs, towels, and clothes in the house! I cleared up anything that was just “put places” because they “don’t really have a place to go” but managed to find SOMEWHERE. I disinfected every little thing I could, and honestly? Though I usually have a rough time when I work with too many chemicals, my allergies were better today and I’m convinced its because I got it spotless. Or at least, as spotless as I can manage. I still have some things I need to hang on the wall that I’ve been procrastinating with, but only because I can’t do it myself! I’m lame with a hammer and all that, sadly lol.
But, I am REALLY trying to change my perspective of things and get positive. As many of you know, I get really discouraged and i’m not very motivated to get things done, and it tends to get me really lazy and depressed. I want to be happier, healthier, lose some weight, and learn to make the best of things and not let things burden me and get me down. I am doing the best I can, and taking baby steps! The house is still clean today minus the boys toys which I will pick up before I head to bed, and sleeping on freshly washed bed linens is the best thing everrrrr. Anyway, I’m hoping to get back into my work out programs soon – and hopefully I stick with it at least long enough to see results instead of giving up before I do! It’s starting to cool down a little finally, been in the 90’s instead of the 100’s for the last week. Now all I need to do is get my bills paid (proving to be a hard task lately), get myself to the doctor, and get my dogs to the vet!
I hope you read this, I know it’s long but it’s been a long time since i’ve been so uplifted and felt proud of myself, so I hope you will appreciate me sharing this with you! I’m off to play rummy squares now, I friggin LOVE that game! Any of you ever played it? I think i’m a little addicted haha.