I’ve got my laptop finally. And I’ve updated my CWH fanclub. I’ll still be updating this Friday as well. I’m sorry about the technical issues. I feel like I’ve let you guys down! Won’t happen again I promise, and if it does, you can spank me. Hehe.
So, things have been super crazy for me lately. To start off, I had been sick for a couple weeks. After I recovered slowly things still didn’t feel right. I was fluctuating between swollen lymph noes in my neck and sore throats and all sorts of other stuff. Then one morning I woke up with what felt like a pinched nerve in my neck. It got progressively worse. A week went by with the pain only worsening and it has spread down my shoulder. I decided to go to the doctor where he found a swollen patch just under my left ear where the pain came from. Luckily he ruled out cancer and doesn’t think it’s a tumor of any sort based on test… by DAMN that is scary having a doctor wonder if you have cancer. Geesh. I’m too young! So he thinks it’s a mild infection causing the lump… I guess that makes sense. If it swelling and pressing on my nerves then that would be what is causing the pain. I’m on antibitoics and I’m hoping that solves the problem. He also thinks it could possibly be cat scratch fever! LOL. I’m going to give my kitty a good spanking if it is… He’s always scratching me and biting me… He’s a rascal. But he makes up for it with good cuddles when he is sleepy.
Apart from my medical scare, I’ve been thinking a lot. Dangerous I KNOW. I’ve been re-evaluating what I really want in life. Especially when it comes to relationships. I’ve decided monogamy is a silly tradition brought upon by religion. People usually don’t question why it exists… but I’ve decided it’s not for me. I’d officially label myself as a Libertine, if you know what that is. Some people might think of me as lacking morale, but I see it as evolving my own set of morals. Don’t want to bore you with the details of my new philosophical ideas, so you can pm me or chat with me if you want to hear more. 🙂
So, my month has been a roller coaster for sure.
Also, been busy doing photoshoots and modeling. I really really love doing that for a living. I love making money off it… feels like I’m getting paid to live a dream. 🙂
Wishing you love, lust, and happiness!