Sorry to be a downer. As usual, i’ve got some things on my chest that I really need to get out somewhere. I try not to clog up the blog with my depressing ramblings but, here’s my warning to you if you don’t want to listen to me mope.
Something really bad happened today. I’m not really ready to talk about it in details right now. I’m having mixed feelings between being really upset and really embarrassed, and just confused overall. I really just want to get out of here right now, but I have no place to go and everybody I know is too far away.
I was asleep earlier but the new dog woke me and the other dog up. Now I can’t get back to sleep because I just keep thinking about what happened over and over again. It just won’t stop. I already took some melatonin to help me sleep. The dogs were having allergies and honestly I just needed them calm too, so I gave them each half a benadryl. Should clear up their issues and they are both sleeping now, making it easier on me.
I just don’t know what to make of everything. I know i’m probably not making much sense. Sorry. I’ll be honest when I say this blog is solely for me, and not for anybody else. Hope that doesn’t offend anybody, but it’s just the way I feel.
Anyway, I guess that’s all I can really say. Thanks for listening.