I had this feeling today. It was a feeling of calmness. It was a feeling of comfort. For some reason, everything that has been on my mind, everything that has been bothering me, just made sense. I let it go. I feel good about it. I will not waste anymore time on someone that wouldn’t waste their time on me. As everyone already knows, I tend to worry about things. I constantly stew, question and analyze. Even in doing this, I almost never come up with a solid answer. It’s always been the way I am. I want to know how things work, and what makes people tick. If everything happens for a reason, I don’t want to patiently wait for that reason to present itself. I want to know now. However, it never works out like that. I am starting to accept this. What occured to me today is, though we can’t choose are family, are boss, and how people treat us, we can choose how to react to it. That’s what makes us who we are. I think that I am finally at a place where I know what my faults are. I will continue to work on them. I am aware of myself, and who I am as a person. I can right the wrongs that were done to me, by never doing those things to anyone else. I can be nothing but kind and let go of bitterness. Hurt hurts. This is of no surprise to anyone, and this has shaped who I have become, so inturn, I am grateful to those experiences. No amount of thinking about it will change it. It is now in my fiber. It makes up me.