Yeah, I’m trying to write a quick blog lol.
I started school, it’s going well. It’s stressful though…moreso than I had predicted. It’d be one thing if it was part time a few days a week couple hrs a day, but it’s full time so…five days a week, almost 9 hours a day. I wake up at six am, spend all day in class doing tonssss of work, drive home and get home about 5:30-do homework and try to pchat at the same time, Also have to pack tons of stuff for the next day do laundry eat dinner shower and then I go to bed at 10 pm so I can wake up at six again. I didn’t really think it would be this hectic or stressful but it is.
I can’t complain because I’ve wanted school for sooo long, it’s just hard trying to do it all and have time to work enough to pay all my bills and rent…Idk. We’ll see how it all goes. I literally feel like I”m spending all day in school and all evening doing school work and trying to cram actual work in on the side so I can afford to live and stuff… ;/ I know everyone has these types of “problems” but I think normally people get part time school if they have to work and pay bills b/c full time school only leaves me four hours out of the day after getting home to do anything and everything including work homework washing my uniform showering and eating and everythingggg…I can’t do it all….I’m trying to though. It sucks because my work time is extremely limited to a couple hours a night and also I have homework to get done in the same hours alloted for me before I sleep…I could try to go to bed later but then I’ll be tired and falling asleep in school or late and get in trouble for that…which isn’t worth it either…just not enough hours in the day for me I guess.
So, excuse me because I won’t be around as much in any way…It’s extremely hard for me to even get to work at all which sucks because I really need to since a few hours isn’t enough to even do well enough for myself. I’m stressed out and trying to make it all work.