Lately I have feel absolutely stuck where I am. I don’t feel like I have been able to accomplish anything in my house and generally in my life. I get up everyday with a head to get things done… Clean the house, complete making videos and picture sets for various things, workout, feel good, blah blah blah! Yeah it’s not happening for me.
I thought once I started on my adderal too that I would get more done. Like be more on task and less absent minded but no, it just makes me sleep more and be lazier… But I must say, I enjoy it thoroughly so I am not going to ask for it to be switched or anything.
Next week I am going up to Indy and catching a plane ride to Vegas. I’m pretty excited to finally get out of town again, I really needed a break. I miss traveling like I used to. When I used to travel with my friend James and also when I would visit my mom and friends in Seattle more often. I have kind of been getting away from that. The main reason is that ever since I closed my bank account I Haven’t had a way to buy my plane tickets off of the internet but I have learned that you can get a prepaid credit card and fill it up anytime you want to and it has your name on it and everything so it is pretty cool. Once I get back in town I am going to order one and sign up for the things online I Haven’t been able to use without a card to verify myself.
My life finally feel like it’s getting back in order regardless of the issues with feeling so lazy lately. I am drinking less and less and working on my online businesses more which makes me feel very accomplished. I know I said I was going to go back to work this week to make money for Vegas but I just can’t imagine doing that considering I Haven’t really worked in that environment in ages. But I think it will be fine, or so I hope.
Alright, I’m out.