Hey everyone. Don’t you just feel so great now that it’s spring?
Lately I’ve been feeling really run down. It just seems like there are not enough hours in the day to get things done. I find that I don’t have enough time to just sit and relax for myself! Grrrrr! I really cannot wait for July and August. 2 months off from work where I can just chillax and be on CWH more. 🙂
Easter weekend you are not going to see me at all around here. My parents are flying down from the North to visit me for the first time. OMG, I got so much to do! Ahhh! QUICK!!! Hide the dildos, the skimpy lingerie, the camming gear, etc!!! My parents can’t see that stuff. Hahah. I need to find an air mattress or something for them– or for me. They can sleep in my comfy bed and I’ll take the air mattress. I also gotta scrub this place clean. Since my mom cam from Portugal, her family is anal about women keeping their home clean. Mine is clean but you know… my mom will still pick apart that invisable dust bunny in the corner. Also, my parents are really religious. Easter is a time of feasting. I have no idea how to cook a turkey! Not sure what I’m gonna do. lol. Or maybe I’ll just buy it and my mom can cook it??? Hahahahahah… I’m really nervous yet happy that they are coming. I miss them so much. I just want them to see that I am doing great here and there is no need to worry… on the other side, I worry that they might expect too much from me. Wish me luck. lol
Geeze, I keep having nightmares every night. This has been happening for a week now. I used to suffer from bad dreams before. But when I moved here, I had none… until now. Why is this happening? Last night I didn’t really have a nightmare but not a nice dream. I drempt that my family and I were at my cottage back up North. We found bones that belonged to a person. Someone had been dead there for a long time. We didn’t know who they belonged too. So I was walking around the water (it was so real and vivid) and I can see all the beautiful things around my cottage. Then I walked back into the cabin. My mom just runs up to me. It startled me because she was sceaming and crying. She’s yelling, “Those bones are Shawns! Shawn is dead! He’s DEAD!” Then I woke up. I was freaked out because I could just see my mom’s expression on her face and how upset she was. This is a weird dream because this cousin of mine is badly involved with drugs. Everyone tried helping him but he always goes back to his same ways. No one has heard from him in a while. I wonder if he is ok? Hmmm.. Do you guys ever have strange dreams that you think means more on a spiritual level?
Anyhoo, I have so many videos I need to make this week. I have some T-shirt modeling to do for some great sites and a hella lot of thank you videos to do because some really nice people got me some nice things from my wish lists.
My pchat schedule for the week will be in the evenings after 7:30ish.
Here’s a sexy pic for the hell of it. 🙂