Man am I tired. I’m trying to change my sleep schedule, so I haven’t slept in a while.
These last few days have been weird. Ever since my uncle passed, nothing has really been the same around my house. I’ve lost many family members these last few years, but losing my uncle has certainly been the worst. He’s the one that kept me sane, whenever the rest of my family turned on me because of my life style, he was always there. He never gave a damn about how I looked, acted, or about the mistakes I made. He helped me get through a lot of years that I wouldn’t have had he not been there. Obviously he was more like a dad to me and I’m not really sure what I’m going to do without him. I wish he was still here, but I guess there’s nothing I can do about it, so I’ll just have to “move on”.
His loss put me back into the bad kind of depression that I used to have in high school. It’s hurting my social life because I’m not as lively as I used to be. I don’t ever feel like hanging out with anyone, the only person I see is my bf, and that’s because he lives with me. ;\
Anyway, on a brighter note, I’m trying to get my family away from here and give them something fun to do to cheer them up, we all need it. So I’m planning a trip to Disney Land. I’ll try to be on during the day and part of the night. Come by and get a pchat and help me raise money for my trip. 😛 😉